On Drugs

I am so blasted right now...I can't even remember what I'm typing. I still haven't come down from my high yet...I smoked a bowl with Nick in the tent. I missed the fuck out of Nick. I love that kid.

I can't smoke for a while now, 3X in one week is enough. I'm not smoking again until August, no matter how hard I have to try.

Today was all right. I went to Scene II but didn't find anything, Gramma's to drop off taxes that got mixed up in our mail, and then I went to work. I had a "talk" with Paulette about some shit...which I'm not stupid, I know I've been slackin'. But this weekend I'm going to kick ass and prove that I'm a great worker to them. Screw Kim, she is such a bitch for what she did, I hate narks...came home...Yoga w/ K8 later on.

I'm so paranoid my mother is going to wake up and see how bombed I am. I had tunnel vision earlier but it's going away, I need to come down from my high though.

I remember last time I smoked bud w/ the guys or Nick, I got so messed up and tripped or some strange shit.

Yeah, I think I don't need to smoke for a while anymore. I'm getting a little bit stir crazy...I stil have school to worry about remembering.

I really hope my mom doesn't wakeup. I was so paranoid driving home. My eyes are horrible...blood red.

I'm going to finish talking to Addiosn here...why am I writing about Addison on here? Hah if he only knew how stoned I am right now...

I'm going to go watch FOTR and then go to sleep.